Birthday Musings

So another year dawns and such alot has happened in this past one.I have had highs and lows yet thankfully more highs than lows.

I guess its just me...I concider myself a survivor. But not just a survivor but a bouncer.
Now, ofcourse by bouncer I don't mean the guys you get at bars and night clubsjust waiting to throw that unwanted drunk or trouble-maker out the door.Oh no, what I mean is ...just my lil'  ole way of sayingI am a happy person by naturethank goodness for that, for its this 'bouncier' attitude that gets me throughmy troubles and ups and downs.
What intrigues me though is the way...paths cross and beliefs change due tonew people, new information filtering through our veins andsudden desires that engulf us.
I am thankful and grateful for all I have and everything I had at times gone.For the days that now unfold with a whole new light.
For all the smiles that cross my face and light up my day and the feelingsthat have now surfaced as a result. Feelings that are reconditioning my mind, my body,my soul...to sense things I never felt before.

I  am thankful I am discovering a whole new me within the confines of the wholesome me I know so well and the no nun kind that has surfaced for so long.

Well its time for a change...even though its minor, like I am told, I must first take baby steps only then can I learn to walk and after that - well ! who knows what possibilities out do the impossible and make it, in a way possible.

It is good to know one's self and to see so many colours shining through from within the surface.

Feeling excited

As the Night Draws Near

I find myself in several stages of highs and lows these days. Sometimes on cloud nine and other times I am low as low amongst the stones in my garden. now don't get me wrong, after all I am  lover of stones so, being there with my stones isn't so bad...but then is it ...any good?

I ask myself why do I leave my happiness in the hands of someone I don't see, hear or touch. but then why do we dream...when we should stay awake, why do we pretend we are happy when we are not. Why, oh why...why must I feel this way.

Is it me ? Is it you ?

Are we playing a game or is it true ?

Questions, questions...crowd my mind when all I would rather do right now is read a text, a message, a sweet line of yours dear dear invisible soul.

For Me or not for ME

...this is the question ??

Strange though it may seem, we all seem to get quite a lot of 

songs texts and sweet sayings on our FB In Box. Yet, one must wonder are these really shared just for the sake of it or...is there a specific message one is supposed to unveil. I have been thinking  about this lately...and am quite perplexed. If I should forward something via the In Box, it most certainly is meant for the person in concern. 

I am confused I think, mainly due o the fact that some songs seem to me to tell a story of a time past...and if this is so. Then so be it. Yet why in tar nation should someone forward a song to me if it is not meant in thought and word to caress me with such words...or, am I mistaken...I can't seem to get an answer from my (normally) very dependable subconscious. I can't reach a conclusion...and this causes me much pain of mind.

Jesus Christ Super Star ...this drama, so moved me when I went to see it at the tender age of seven. In fact I had the opportunity to go for the drama five times...at first with my aunt then another uncle and aunt and so on....result of which I learnt to sing all the songs by-heart mouthing the words to perfection. I later went on to watch the movie which was beautiful....and the production of which was impeccable ...in my opinion.
Now I come to the 12th of October 2013 when The Work shop Players presented the same on our local stage at the Lionel Wendt.
Everything was quiet the lights dimmed and not whisper was heard ....most people had turned off their phones...a restless feel was in the air. Then it all began. The load and familiar sounds of the music boomed out and, where there had been no props ...seemingly props appeared. On a second look one realized that these were lights, shooting forth like long coloured poles. Oh the effect on mind and one's eyes was spectacular. The play started with an opening act that gripped the mind and held the attention. It was an afternoon to be remembered. The changing of sets were so artful as were the effects created in the background all contributing to the setting of absolute creativity for the performers, who executed their parts to perfection giving the audience one unforgettable experience.
I take my hat off to the whole team ....it was a brilliantly compiled act that kept me riveted to my seat.
...and I  wonder what may be in store for us ...are there any new developments, new dramas already being thought through by the the great master himself ...who makes his all possible ? none other than Mr. Jerome De Silva. I know I would love to see musicals such as " Mama Mia", Greese Or Moulin Rouge, which in my opinion are fantastic in themselves and, as spectacular. Well lets look forward to many more to come. Bows to all of the crew of JCSS ! Well done !!